"You always look so cool, like no matter what happens, it's got nothing to do with you, but you're not really like that. In your own way, you're out there fighting as hard as you can, even if other people can't tell by looking at you."

These words are from Haruki Murakami's The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle. For the most part, I think I come across as a cool calm person. There are times when the calmness masks a struggle underneath. But when I'm happy or content, the outside simply mirrors how I feel inside.