I feel like I'm on a mental vacation at work. I just don't feel the drive or desire to be involved, useful or helpful. This really bothers me because I am usually all of those things. I think I'm burning out. I can't stop sighing and that can't be good. I feel like I'm slipping full tilt into slacker mode.

I'm in a rut and need to get out of it. I need a change and I need to change. I wish I had more time and energy. If I did, I would: exercise more, hike more, learn the guitar and learn Cantonese.